The Science of Taste

Neurogastronomy and Organic Gardening

Author: Sean (page 3 of 3)

Week 4 Project

This week I feel like I had a breakthrough with my independent studies as I met with Gail at Fertile Ground and discussed my direction moving forward with my internship.

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This image shows a new organization of the depictions I have been creating for the last few quarters to show how to be. Last week I was hoping to organize some ideas that were inspired from Shepherd’s book on neurogastronomy. The dotted lines running through the stacked boxes and the number 4 and the number 5 separated from the infinity symbol attempt to show the tunnel vision of focus on a desired way of being. The flower in the middle shows the potential growth and how your being might create a buzz is shown above the middle circle.

Let’s begin with the stacked boxes on the left.

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As described in the week two post, this depiction created by Dr. Alan Watkins shows how we physiologically sustain thinking and our actions to accomplish a desired task which is reflected in our behavior. How we go about sustaining our physiology depends on how we sustain our emotions . Reflection

beyond ourselves. This picture above represents the 4 in the original image. The following picture describes the pitfalls of an extended moral centrality and reliance upon a group for reinforcement of behavior, rather than using the ability to reflect in what that behavior actually does for others amongst that shared group. When a person reflections upon their actions amongst a group after being with them, not as a form of reinforcement, it contributes to that person’s sense of being and allows for a person to expand on how their behavior exists beyond themselves. Not until the past few days have I realized how rewarding cooking with other people can be when the recipes hold complexity that would not be enjoyable to attempt individually. The ability to exist beyond the sense of self in effort to sustain other’s physiological self and providing emotional support for the words unspoken by sharing a space has become internalized as powerful mode of social resilience.

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Now that we have looked at how physiology, moral centrality, and integrity exist in our way of being it is importance to look at how that may change over time. Reinforcement

This image represents the the number 5 in the space between the circle with the infinity loop and the growth that leads to our being. The difference between the first physiology image and this one is that there are lines to represent whatever added bullshit we have that prevents us from truly being happy and existing in a sustainable joyous way that benefits others beyond our immediate selves. This section describes the fear in our human attempt to bend backwards to correct for a cultural malformation that has impacted us all in varying ways, and our different perceptions of how it has affected us can be celebrated in sharing the enjoyment of sustaining positive emotion as described in 4 through cooking, music, theater, or any form of creative expression that nourishes the emotion of performers and viewers. Emotion exists in our subconscious as a representation of the physiological signals that are getting sent to the brain that can only be processed through feeling. If I have created an intuitive crutch, for example a set of jokes that turn an unprocessed aspect of my life into immediate comedic relief, I am able to trick myself that that quirk could not use some attention to live a happy, more complete life

Adaptive Cycle

This lopsided depiction of The Adaptive Cycle that describes human and environmental interaction over time is a helpful tool to show how the use of the intuitive crutch can trick the mind.

There is a quote from Michel Foucault’s The Birth of the Clinic: An Archaeology of Medical perception that describes the deceit of the rational thinking of the human brain, “Death left its old tragic heaven and became the lyrical core of man: his invisible truth, his visible secret.”

After reading the assigned portion of The Lives of Animals did I uncover the rational mode of thinking is synonymous to my idea of the intuitive crutch. It can be used to process emotion through creativity, but relies upon the logic of a shared environment and not until a new perception of the immediate environment is created can other environment’s logic be used to sustain a healthier, more conscious way of thinking.

As described in my notes between winter and spring quarter, with no idea of the context,

“The intuitive crutch can be unknowingly used by tactful or incidental decreased conscious awareness of behavior in effort to seek acknowledgement for suffering, which means increased conscious awareness and connection with the intuitive self is essential, how?”

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If the conscious self can learn and develop behaviors to preserve the emotional integrity of the intuitive self through controlling for the wildcard rational way of thinking, then being is revealed to the conscious self as incredibly simple, and eventually it won’t need constant reflection. The box on the far left represents how we can sustain our physiology in an emotionally sustainable way that rewards ourselves and connects us with others through forms such as cooking, music, and theater while the infinity symbol on the right shows how intentional breathing and meditation can lead to more integrated forms of self preservation through qi gong breathing and integral consciousness training. Distress can be composted, grown, and harvested to sustain the farmer through dance – a celebration – of peaceful relations between the mind and body set the tune of music, rhythm, and release – and when the sense of self is developed, it can be tested, and challenged through tactful invitations of perceived danger through any meaningful way to the individual, for me, I have noticed there’s some beauty in the traditions of martial arts and chess.

Week 3 Project

Last week I was stumped by the concepts of contrast enhancement and lateral inhibition in space and time as described in Gordon Shepherd’s Neurogastronomy: How the Brain Creates Flavor and Why It Matters.

“He [Hartline] further showed the mechanism that produces them [Mach bands]: lateral inhibitory connections between the receptor cells. Through these connections, the strongly excited cells at the border more strongly inhibit the weakly stimulated cells, and the weakly stimulated cells more weakly inhibit the strongly excited cells. The mechanism is called lateral inhibition. The effect is called contrast enhancement, because the difference between the light and dark areas is enhanced at their boundary. In a general sense, contrast enhancement also is a kind of feature extraction, the enhanced response to specific spatial features in a visual scene. This is contrast enhancement in space.” (Shepherd: 61)

“Hartline’s laboratory also showed that there is contrast enhancement in time. When there is an abrupt increase in illumination, a single cell responds with a large increase in impulse firing, which rapidly declines to a steady level somewhat higher than before. The overshoot in impulse frequency is called the phasic response, in contrast to the steady tonic response. It shows that the nervous system is sensitive primarily to a change in the environment rather than to an unchanging steady input. This contrast enhancement in time is the counterpart to contrast enhancement in space. After the initial increase in stimulation, lateral as well as self-inhibition comes to counterbalance the higher level of steady stimulation.” (Shepherd: 61/62)

I hope to eventually be able to explain human behavior in the context of lateral inhibition and contrast enhancement in space, and why it is a kind of feature extraction. Until I get there, these are my thoughts.

I have not started reading my assigned text Thinking, Fast and Slow and I hope to revise this understanding as the quarter progresses. These two beautiful blobs represent two modes of thinking, often understood as higher consciousness and lower consciousness. I believe the “lower consciousness” is actually your brains “fast” emotional mode of thinking and the “higher consciousness” is the brains “slow” intellectual mode of thinking, designed to reflect on the emotional mode of thinking’s sentience. Lateral inhibition describes the checks and balances system of the brain, as Shepherd states, the mechanism, and the effect is called contrast enhancement, which I think can only be thought about as moving through time.

The effect of contrast enhancement can be understood in the terms of emotional consumption. If something wants to shine more brightly than others, it could consume the emotion of its surroundings to create a sharper contrast of itself amongst everything else, or it could try and shine brightly and positively affect everyone’s mood by a powerful individual presence. How that happens can be understood in two different ways.

The first way is to self reflect.

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The second way is to seek an understanding through others.

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The first way to reflect is inspired by an event that jolts the person into a phasic response through an overshoot in impulse frequency in contrast to a steady tonic response which might be described by the second way of seeking an understanding. After the initial increase in stimulation, lateral as well as self-inhibition (could be described by using lenticular logic) comes to counterbalance the higher levels of steady stimulation.

So let’s look at the effect of contrast enhancement in both approaches, starting with self reflection.

IncreasingAwareness

In the emotional reaction following the phasic response, a person can self reflect and find balance through understanding both methods do not exist in absolute indifference (look at a yin-yang symbol, to a small degree one exists within the other). How one finds a balance through their understanding of lateral and self-inhibition will affect how they exist beyond themselves.

DecreasingAwareness

In the second emotional response, a person can seek an understanding through others rather than self reflection. Over time, an understanding will be found and the principle behind their actions will exist in some way beyond themselves as interpreted by the people they affected. As that person continues to deflect accountability, the use of lenticular logic persists as shown in the diagram above to defend their sense of being formed through this emotional response following the phasic response. Think about a part of Shepherd’s quote in the context of preserving the natural environment,

The overshoot in impulse frequency is called the phasic response, in contrast to the steady tonic response. It shows that the nervous system is sensitive primarily to a change in the environment rather than to an unchanging steady input.”

and what the health of the environment might represent to someone altering their perception of how they exist in the context of their environment.

Earlier in the week I began understanding contrast enhancement in the context of humans through internalizing that humans are supposed to be emotionally blinded by their children to offer the opportunity for change and understanding of what the previous generation has done in order to adapt to their understanding of the environment as the next generation comes of age The blinding process is supposed to encourage an increased understanding of the “higher consciousness” brain’s mode of thinking. But are human’s nervous systems doped on electronics getting encouraged? Or having a phasic response? Contrast enhancement in time exists for all organisms, that’s what natural selection is. Natural selection amongst humans is a mythical origin story that has formed from the fallacy of thought that humans are often believed to be superior, or greater than nature, which was not apparent until we completely destroyed that sense of self through the natural environment. Natural selection amongst all species is very real, but how that species separates itself through contrast enhancement determines whether or not that species will die off or evolve in its ability to co-exist with other organisms.

If the importance of self-preservation is internalized after the phasic response with a similar amount of emotional intensity, you can end up developing a wonderful system to preserve the self, but because you know the importance of the concept so well you might find security in your knowledge or approachof understanding of how to preserve the self which could be blinding if you are in a state of emotional need and seeking affirmation. If this occurs your perception will be altered because you may have become emotionally invested in that knowledge itself rather than applying that knowledge to your brain’s emotional way of thinking because of how you formed a sense of identity through your culture through the use of an intuitive crutch (an immature phasic response reinforced over time).

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This picture represents an undeveloped sense of self formed in an oppressive culture seeking affirmation between both modes of thinking in the brain. How this unidentified self finds balance again affects how it exists beyond itself. Seemingly, why can’t a good intentioned person apply their understanding to themselves if previously internalized ideologies stand in the way of the ability to honestly reflect on who they are? If the culture that you formed your sense of identity in and other members consumed by that culture attacked you because you represented what it was denying and couldn’t understand it, and you couldn’t understand why you were being attacked and loved simultaneously, then over time many will feel they don’t deserve to feel happiness if they persist through it. How we understand the phrases attacked and loved depend on the person’s understanding of their experience and the context of how their experience shaped their perception. That is why the use of the intuitive crutch itself persists so heavily today.

This week I also thought about the concept of genius. As previously stated, the “slow” mode of thinking in the brain is an inhibitor to the “fast” mode of thinking, and the balance in between can be described as the line that is present in all of the hand drawn diagrams. This happens in moments until the genius concept is applied to preserving the body’s physical and emotional state to sustain that level of thinking. If this is done repeatedly across time, you can rewire your brain to manufacture something in the physical realm that simulates existence beyond the perceived world as exemplified by John C. Lilly’s use of hallucinogenic drugs and his creation of the sensory deprivation tank. The intellectual capacity of utilizing both modes of thinking was exemplified by the mind of Einstein and his capacity to use both modes of thinking simultaneously. If you think too emotionally and develop through the “fast” systematic mode of thinking that includes the rational mode of thinking, you can end up rewiring the emotional attached side of your brain to be your own version of higher consciousness – an intuitive crutch. This can be used with good or bad intention because as you seek to sustain emotion, whatever state it may be, you develop or sustain emotional crutches on a personal and large scale. This is how caste systems are manufactured – manifest destiny through consistent tonic responses.

This week I also thought about what this means in the context of experiencing “the other”:

People that leave their sense of self to experience “the other” with the intention to return back to their sense of self are doing so by “thinking fast” and bring their systematically developed modes of thought with them, which may or may not have already been developed and wired into the brain over time to incorporate the comfort of what they are leaving to enjoy the experience of leaving their sense of self even more, while seeking for confirmation of how good (they are) their ability to convince themselves through other people is. If they seek out the other in the most honest way, without reflecting on how their intense phasic response is transmitted their culturally assisted sense of self, (as shown in the image below)

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they are only reinforcing their belief that they have left themselves and become what they dreamt they could be, but over time only dream up ways to reinforce the belief in the false sense of self. Social media reinforces this falsehood that we need to represent well and be this magnificent image in other’s eyes. As this continues to happen, a person might know that what they’re doing isn’t correct, but the emotional immaturity to get rid of their “progress” allows for someone to pity their growth which affects how they continue to satisfy a state of need through developing a prosthetic heart (negative human innovation to confirm one’s sense of brilliance).

Meditation and Rice

How much you fill your rice cooker with rice is an act based on your hunger. The reflection of your state of hunger can be understood by how much water you decide to add to it. Too much water, and you have watery rice, and you don’t deserve that do you? We all are more than willing to self-pity over watery rice, but it is easier to stir the rice and continue to wait patiently. When filling the bowl of rice with water it is wise to note if you are scared of burning the rice. If there is a lot of water in the bowl, maybe decide to stir the bowl more than once before you decide the rice is cooked. If impatience overcomes the meditation and watery rice is eaten without accepting why the rice might be watery, it might be reflected in how much spice was applied to the rice. If the rice is cooked with patience, I bet your spices will provide a near perfect season to your meal.

Finding your spice

I love thyme. Why? It smells good. How you go about tasting thyme determines how much the smell of thyme can transfer to your sense of taste – if you focus too much on how good thyme smells it might affect how you concentrate on the scent itself, which can affect the quality of the desire to taste the smell of thyme. When I desire thyme too much, I end up flavor blasting my rice and all I taste is thyme. I have to remember, how strongly my impulse to concentrate on the scent itself can affect the quality of the desire to taste the smell. You might think you want all of your rice to taste like thyme, but thyme only reflects the rice itself, and sometimes that can taste a way that doesn’t line up with our own perception of our spice.

Week 2 Project

Week 2

The hundred pages I covered this week in Gordon M. Shepherd’s book was comically informative. I took four quotes from the text to outline my mode of thinking throughout the first two sections of the book. The first quote,

“The reason for this [olfactory pathway probably being the most heavily modified pathway in the brain] appears to be that our perception of food smells is heavily dependent on our behavioral state: whether we are hungry or full, angry or sad, craving for something or repulsed by it, suspicious of a new food or eager for novelty. The smell image has to be modified by the behavioral state.” (Shepherd 2014: 98)

follows Shepherd’s description of the constant modification of the olfactory pathway relative to other modified pathways in the brain. PhysTasteBehaviorThis quote instantly reminded me of Dr. Alan Watkin’s presentation of how to sustain a high level of thinking through the depiction of how our physiology affects our thinking. This depiction shows how our physiology sends various electromagnetic signals from our body’s organs to our brain (understood by scientists as emotion, or energy in motion) and how that is consciously understood by us as thinking about how we feel. Emotion is interconnected with feeling just like feeling is interconnected with thinking. The capacity of our body to perform an action towards a desired task is reflected in our behavior. Our behavior can be described as a symptom of our human condition.

The following depiction of Dr. Alan Watkin’s presentation includes my input of intuitively processing emotion and satisfying the “need” to process emotion with a crutch. Food can help alleviate a need to processbehaviorphysmellcrutchemotion by reducing physiological stress. “Food” such as chemically engineered flavor packets or other chemically induced fast foods can also be used as a direct means to satisfy a temporary need by providing immediate stimulus at the cost of a food hangover of sorts. If the smell image has to be modified by behavior, which exists as a symptom of human functionality, shouldn’t the emphasis on eating be placed on why not what?

The second quote,

“In the same way, [comparing smell and color] we postulate that our smell world would also be only a smear of shades of inchoate sensations set up in our noses if we did not have the circuits in our smell pathway that select specific types of molecule stimulated activity to give them a quality we can identify as distinct from all the rest.” (Shepherd 2014: 87)

describes how the brain perceives molecular stimulated activity in our smell pathway by creating a quality to identify a distinction between other smells. Relating this to the first quote, if a person’s environment supports their behavior and does not support or provide an emphasis on the importance of distinguishing quality to identify certain behaviors as distinct from the rest, then the smell world is but a smear of shades of inchoate sensations. The nose knows.

In the next quote Shepherd describes the exact physiological processes that enable the system to improve its ability to understand input patterns to allow for an increased ability to discriminate between more similar smell molecules.

“This system [interactions between the olfactory cortex and olfactory bulb] learns. The basic cortical circuit has the ability to improve its performance with repeated exposure to different smells. The recurrent excitation strengthens the cells activated by input from the olfactory bulb. The lateral inhibition enhances the contrast between activated and less activated cells. Finally, the synaptic strengths change so that the system can store these changes as a memory and match them to the input. These changes with learning enable the system to improve its ability to match an input pattern to a stored pattern, so that finer discrimination between more similar smell molecules can occur” (Shepherd 2014: 103)

The quote mentions the basic cortical circuit has the ability to improve its performance with repeated exposure to different smells. This increased perspective can help enable the system to improve its ability to match an input pattern to a stored pattern. If different smells are hidden from a young nose, and the young learning system is enabled to match an input pattern to an existing stored pattern this only allows for reinforcement of the same smells. If an individual’s environment promotes an emphasis on what to eat rather than how to eat then the olfactory pathway’s storing of the smell as a memory after the odor image is affected by behavior might be affected if the person’s perception of their behavior is not entirely honest. So let’s be honest, if your behavior stinks would you want to smell it?

“The olfactory cortex microcircuit functions to take an input reflecting many diverse stimuli and construct out of it a coherent odor object. This is an analogy with how the visual system takes an input of different shapes and sizes and constructs a “visual image”. An important aspect of such an object is that seeing only a small part of it still enables the system to “fill in” the missing parts.” (Shepherd 2014: 103)

The ability in the olfactory cortex microcircuit to recognize patterns allows for the system to complete an incomplete image even if only a small part of the incomplete image is available. If our perception of food smells are heavily dependent on our behavioral state, and there is a strong sense of need to satisfy emotion, couldn’t that influence how we seek to satisfy our need to eat food? Over time couldn’t that influence how we learn to smell? Over time couldn’t that influence how we learn to “fill in” the missing parts? If it becomes a part of our behavior, wouldn’t it be easier to change the perception of the behavior itself?

Food creates culture.

Flavor is our perception.

Quit tasting.

Smell.

Week 6 Seminar Response

Sean Dwyer

5/8

WC: 345

“How unnatural can you get! Big juicy orange and you got to take it in forkfuls instead of letting all that juice run on your hands and then licking your fingers. But at the time I thought it was hip. For years I thought it was. Then one day back in South Carolina and I picked some figs and stuck them directly in my mouth. I didn’t dare tell anyone that I had been eating prosciutto and figs rolled together with a fork.” (Smart-Grosvenor 66)

“What you don’t see is tomato fields. But they are there, hidden behind ten-feet-tall berms covered in scruffy vegetation and broken sporadically by access roads festooned with “No Trespassing” signs and guarded by private security men. Less than an hour after leaving Naples, you round a long curve and enter the city of Immokalee.” (Estabrook 73)

“This subcontractor system enables a corporate farmer to avoid direct responsibility for day-to-day abuses that occur in his fields.” (Estabrook 101)

“Because of the crucial role played by victims and witnesses in the Flores case, congressional legislators inserted a clause in the Victims of Trafficking and Violence Protection Act allowing victims of slavery who cooperate with law enforcement officials to receive T-1 visas, documents that allow them to stay and work in the country for four years and can lead to permanent residency. In the Navarrete case, Lucas Domingo and his fellow slaves agreed to testify against the family that had brutalized them in return for T-1 visas, even though they feared for their lives, especially if the brothers were acquitted.”  (Estabrook 92)

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The assigned reading this week had a theme of personal affliction even when it is not presented as such. As the daughter of Steven F. Grover reaches out to strangers, her dad coerces them. As the Navarette brother breaks down and pleads guilty to five of the less serious charges involving harboring aliens, Don Pacito drinks quietly in the streets living in fear of Navarretes’ friends. In Tomatoland, the assigned chapters started with the funny-money prices of the homes in Naples and I couldn’t help but notice the contrast to what the Navarretes did to other humans to steal some of the hardest earned $240,000 from people working in a dishonest system for honest reasons. The first quote regarding the tomato fields describe the hidden signs that are shown in plain sight, and in the context of the second quote from Tomatoland, the subcontractor system separates the handle of the whip from the tassels with one hour long drive from Immokalee.The first quote describes her change in perspective returning to South Carolina from Paris, where wealth set the trend of swanky to flaunt the normative with absurdity, to enjoy the metaphoric orange juice making her fingers sticky just to lick the juice off. In Vibration Cooking, Vertemae touches upon her experience questioning what man would want a 6-foot-tall woman.  She decided that the bohemian life was the only one for her because they were tolerant of everyone, and she couldn’t have been more right when she was learning to cook on an alcohol burner with a six-foot-tall Swedish girl in Paris. As described in the final listed quote, Lucas Domingo and his fellow slaves are getting oppressed in a system that creates pathways for exploitation and provides a laughable jail sentence for inhumane crimes if the slave drivers are convicted. A T-1 visa allows them a chance to be exploited less, as the indentured servants did hundreds of years ago, for they have survived the first wave – and must continue navigating rough surf to eventually be able to exist with several unjust stipulations.

Week 5 Seminar Response

Sean Dwyer

WC: 246

5/2

“At every turn Sultan is driven to think the less interesting thought. From the purity of speculation (Why do men behave like this?) he is relentlessly propelled toward lower, practical, instrumental reason (How does one use this to get that?) and thus toward acceptance of himself as primarily an organism with an appetite that needs to be satisfied. Although his entire history, from the time his mother was shot and he was captured, through his voyage in a cage to imprisonment on this island prison camp and the sadistic games that are played around food here, leads him to ask questions about the justice of the universe and the place of this penal colony in it, a carefully plotted psychological regimen conducts him away from ethics and metaphysics toward the humbler reaches of practical reason. And somehow, as he inches through this labyrinth of constraint, manipulation, and duplicity, he must realize that on no account dare he give up, for on his shoulders rests the responsibility of representing apedom. The fact of his brothers and sisters may be determined by how well he performs.” (29)

“People complain that we treat animals like objects, but in fact we treat them like prisoners of war. Do you know that when zoos were first opened to the public, the keepers had to protect the animals against attacks by spectators? The spectators felt the animals were there to be insulted and abused, like prisoners in a triumph.” (58)

“Shame makes human beings of us, shame of uncleanness.” (47)

“I am not a philosopher of mind but an animal exhibiting, yet not exhibiting, to a gathering of scholars, a wound, which I cover up under my clothes but touch on in every word I speak.” (26)

The texts provided a theme of being scared of reason, for reason can be a powerful tool to appeal to a logical understanding of a provided environment when the provided environment lacks complete explanation. The first passage is well scripted to depict the opportunity for an allegorical understanding of the ape’s displaced environment. The carefully plotted psychological regimen transforms Sultan’s existence to acceptance as an organism seeking life through the encouragement of utilizing one for another and guides Sultan’s mode of thinking to persist through an environment that does not provide satisfaction for him and in order to continue existing must appeal to his responsibility to represent apedom. In this, there is a fear of reason, or a lack of reason, for if an understanding is not found, what next? A section of the second quote, “the spectators felt the animals were there to be insulted and abused, like prisoners in a triumph” reminded me of the Stanford Prison Experiment and the growth of abuse that occurs from dominance hierarchies and placed importance within roles. The third quote describes the malleability of shame as a tool to reason why one should be in a cell, a method of containing the uncleanness, a hole to bury one’s self in by digging through another’s chest. The last excerpt from the passage summarizes the animal exhibiting pain through the appeal to why the keepers keep the way they do and to wear the clothes that conceals the spade’s clefted mark left by another’s desire to bury their wounds into another’s heart. Such power, the power to persist through an environment similar to Sultan’s, all for the fact of our brothers and sisters.

Week 4 Seminar Response

Sean Dwyer

WC: 258

4/25

“If God came I was supposed to say that “my mother is not home and I’m not allowed to have any company. God never came by but some kids would try to get me to come out.” (Smart-Grosvenor 31)

“They told me that Santa would come on the Saturday after Christmas but the rent was due on that Saturday and he didn’t come at all. So I had lost the faith and I wanted my party then.” (Smart-Grosvenor: 31)

“I thought what the hell am I doing in Iceland eating this terrible fish stew. Another time was when I spent a lot of money and it didn’t turn out very well. I later found a food shop that sells bouillabaisse in the can for 98 cents. It’s not bad, at least not as bad as mine.” (Smart-Grosvenor: 39)

“Carlitos’s little sister was born in 2010, “a beautiful baby” according to Yaffa. “Carlitos’s birth stands for a whole lot more than a child born without arms and legs,” Yaffa said. “This child has changed the system.” Or part of the system.” (Estabrook: 72)

How could someone do those things? Why? There is a quote, “Everyone wants to go to heaven but no one wants to die”. Yaffa reminds me of the book Watership Down, the allegorical tale of a few heroic bunnies proudly creating their niche amongst a group. Yaffa felt a goodness in his ability to be good, and was able to change his perception of his effort to be good to match the familiar sense of his perceived goodness, and when a reason to doubt his ability to be good came about his effort to reinforce his perception of his sense of self became present, although his true sense of self might surprise his perception. Yaffa has skills as demonstrated in the recording of the courtroom discussion, but how those skills were developed becomes clear when the recognition and affirmation of his skills were no longer present. Yaffa thought he was Lord Frith and became El-ahrairah in that moment because he didn’t know they were the same, “a classic case of the fox guarding the hen house” (Estabrook: 44). Lord Frith does not exist because they are a lord. The trial in Tomatoland is no different than The Trial of El-ahrairah. Cisneros is Hufsa. Hufsa, as described by the wikipedia on Watership Down, is “a rabbit placed in El-ahrairah’s warren as a spy, thwarting many of El-ahrairah’s plots and tricks before discovered. To rabbits, Hufsa’s name is synonymous with “traitor”. Before howling at Donald Long, or Mr. Simmons (Smart-Grosvenor: 31), are you in Donald Long’s den? Or your own?

Week 3 Seminar Response

Sean Dwyer

WC: 406

4/18

“Botanists have but one name for all those oddball cultivated tomatoes: S. lycopersium.” (Estabrook 11)

“To get around this problem, field managers examine the crop and then tell pickers on a certain day to take all the tomatoes below, say, the third row of supporting twine and none from higher up. The less mature fruits higher on the vines will be picked by crews that pass through the field again a couple of weeks later.” (Estabrook 31)

“You’re really changing the environment… and that causes genetic shifts from one generation to the next. It’s artificial selection.” (Estabrook 17)

“She said, “I’m sorry child you’ll have to fend for yourself” and started to throw me in the fireplace but all praises due to the gods Aunt Rose caught me.” (Smart-Grosvenor 3)

The triggering passages from this week’s text held a theme of humans playing god from a place of denial of the self. Estabrook discussed the history of tomato varieties that were linked to Mayan culture and how the usage of the term variety was describing its appearance rather than genetic difference. The theme of mythical origin stories developing from the malformed growth of American culture that I explored last quarter helped me understand how the tomato, and other celebrated crops such as corn, had to be monopolized to uphold the impressive stature of the American way. What one brings to their approach to growing reflects the quality of the food as reflected in the second quote listed. Rather than “getting around this problem” and adapting to a natural method of growth the quality of the product had to be sacrificed in order to continue the style of production. The third quote describes this process as artificial selection. Rather than utilizing the wisdom of Mayan culture to support nature’s mode of selection by propagating appropriate varieties with varying genetic structure to create resilience, the ego’s resilience overcame “this problem” and the people harvesting, the consumers, and the creators who repackaged the appearance of the same tomato. The genetic shifts have not been occurring in the plants and farms have been designed to create negative genetic shifts in the humans involved due to a large scale commodification of food. The quote I chose from Vibration Cooking describes Vertamae’s unlikely survival in her infancy and I saw a connection with youth being thrown to the fireplace. The artificial selection that has been used on humans rather than the natural selection of plant varieties artificially supports those who have an Aunt Rose. Rather than becoming stranger, strength can be found in finding the strength of those dedicated to sustaining their sense of self, but my version of “this problem” is differentiating between how we sustain our true sense of self and not an artificial development that we have identified as our self through our own origin story to be happy in our provided environment. If we have not developed our sense of self independently we are still subject to the whim of others seeking to validate their own perception of emotional compromise, which underpins a larger problem of growing through artificial methods, inhibiting our gift to be social creatures without the perceived need to socially sustain our artificial concept of the self.

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