Patiently waiting in Burgos

I am sitting in Burgos, the class is here. I am by myself right now though. I want to focus on writing more positively. If I write happier maybe I will think more happy. I am not happy because I have not been able to walk. I was happy the first two days because I could walk without pain. I am started to feel good now though. I am just worried that if I walk that it will start hurting again. I think a big part of my personal camino should be trying to let go of some of my competitiveness. I wanted to walk fast and I really shouldn’t have. I am waiting for some mail from my family. It contains some shoes and walking poles. The post office are not letting me receive my package though. I had to send in my passport and a signed letter telling them why I was in Spain. It was pretty weird but I really need shoes for walking. Whenever I put my shoes on it causes me pain. Since I have not been walking, I feel uncomfortable going out with the class. I am here in Spain for walking not for going out. Some people in the class seemed to have got the two switched. I understand that bussing is something that happens but I think only when walking is going to make things worse.